Friday, June 15, 2007

I love my hair day






Woke up at 11am!!!!
Hmmm if i had missed out anyone, which i hope i had not, sorry about that k :) its 2.48 am already, if i am going out i think i better sleep now already. Anyway if u saw ur name in the post below, do leave a comment :) i dont think i wanna add a tagboard in my blog, i think its totally meaningless la. about the link list i will add that once im back from camp alrightly :) and also if u see any one u know in the list below, do ask them to visit the blog :P do mi a favour oso hehex :)

Taking some time off to thank some people..

Thank You, Hui lin.

You were always there for me. I wanted to blog some post for u but I am just too lazy to pen all of them down. Just briefly put some here, hope u don't blame me :P Still remembered when im the most Emo during the past weeks, u scolding me for walking in the rain, saying that i think its drama ar lol :X I fell sick, had fever for nothing due to that rain. The times u scolded, they always come true, not blaming you but thankful that you still cares :)

Thank You, Yi lin.

I think i am proud to have u as a friend i guess, A Cosplayer. I admire your courage to Cosplay someone. When i get better, I will join u to Cosplay. I promise! :) 14/06/07, you played Love 2000 on piano, a song from some Jap drama * cant remember the name * I think you're the first to do that ba. Lol, really appreciate that, it was really nice but if u see this line yourself, that will be better ba :)

Thank You, Jocelyn.

Hmm, not very sure what ur this er zi had done, but ya maybe if u had pass by this blog, do forgive me also for anything and everything i have or have not done ok :) Thanks to you, i have gotten stronger also. You were one of the few who stood by me all these while too :) May u this Queen Wong, live happily ever after with ur King Wong :)

Thank You, Eileen.

No joke! This girl here really cheers me up just by hearing her voice, like a sunshine in da morning! :) Envy ur boyfriend to have such a nice girlfriend, but control your temper please :X PMS is something u can try to control, its not by nature :P Work hard ar u, 3 years of work experience man~! Jiayou~!! come out i treat u eat, or u treat me eat also can :)

Thank You, Lydia.

You go girl~! Going round and round the world right!! So cool lo, after a trip to Hong Kong, now u already at Malaysia. Don't even have the chance to catch you before i go in camp :( sad. lol in any case, thank you so much for making me this brave, this strong to carry on. Stay strong, at least not weaker than mi alright!! Hope to hear good news from you and study hard ya!! Glad that you are not in halls anymore, stay out of guy troubles :P

Thank You, Jesslyn.

Its your birthday right before i go in camp, I hope i can spend some time with you on the birthday :) Lol, this girl here, has a appetite of some huge monster :P always eat and eat nonstop, best part is u will never grow outwards :) told you already, ur stomach got a huge huge worm inside already still don't wanna go see doctor. Bad girl. Anyway best wishes for your birthday :)

Thank You, LeeShyuan.

Hmm, I not very sure what i want to thank you what also. Been sometime that we last met ya, 3 years~ Glad that you had not forget all about me :P hehex, i think that night i also don't why i share my past with you. I think i just wanna thank you for accompany me sms through the night i guess. Even though i kept saying i wanna pei you to sms since you cant sleep, but i realize i am the one who needs the company and not you :P Its easy, u can reply until like theres nth to reply, but i still can cook up 2 msg long sms to reply u. LOL!! *blush* ONLY FOR U OK!! i don't do that for anyone de lo. Maybe just miss me alittle bit i very happy already :P

Thank You, Yudan.

THANKS BRO!! This guy here, my brother lai de :X lol!! taught me lots of stuff, help me through when i am so EMO!! Hope u can come into the same company as me, then HO SEH LIAOX!! u cc me i cc u :X * cc = cover caqeng* Really thanks alot to you, if not i don't know how i make through till today. Anyway u know your limits ar~ dont anyhow anyhow and spoils karma ok~!! Easy come easy go~ Good luck to ur babe hunting!! :)

Running out of time!

I am back from the mini outing with my cousin, Jason and his gf, Jocelin. I think they wouldnt mind me mention their names in my blog :P So the day started 5.45pm at Bugis Mrt control station. I met my cousin there first as his gf had to work till 7pm at Media Crop. We went to the pool place opposite Bugis which i know its worth the money playing pool there. Its around 8+ per hour i think but we paid $13 after an hour i guess. Kinda expensive but its once awhile i play there, so its ok :)

After playing pool, both of us went to Starbuck to slack while waiting for his gf. We just rot and talk crap till his gf arrived at around 8+pm. We wanted to eat Sakae because Jocelin preferred Jap food over the others according to Jason :P but after walking around on the 2nd level of Edge, we decided to eat Fish & Co instead. We ordered Seafood Platter for Two for the 2 of us and smoked salmon for Jocelin. Finally got the chance to eat Seafood Platter from Fish & Co! It was a super large serving for the two of us tho. The cost of this dinner was $72~ The GST and service charges are horrible. Really~

We proceed to the movie gallery after dinner as we had bought the tickets early on. We watched Fantastic Four : Rise of the Silver Surfer. Whee~ The movie is quite balanced with both drama and actions :) Worth $9.50 if you are watching on weekends too~! :) Nevertheless, its still a movie from Marvel Comic so its the Happily Ever After ending for this movie. After movie, we decided to go nearby to have some desert but ended up, we ordered too much Thick Toasts at TSC already. *I forgot whats the full name :P * Jocelin ordered mango pudding, ordered Peanut Butter with Condensed Milk Thick Toast for Jason and I ordered Honey with Sugar or Butter Thick Toast. We wanted to vomit upon the sight of the Toasts. They were huuuugeee~ The Honey Thick Toast is sweet till the max + the Peanut Butter Toast is thick till the max! Oh My God~ We flagged a cabby and went home from there in Comfort :P

So now im home~! I am left with Friday. Woots. Don't know where should i go. I don't even know should i stay home n sleep not. Or should i just flood my day lol. Go meet Jesslyn for her birthday at 4, followed by go meet Yilin during evening at orchard to get her stuffs then wrap the day up with supper with my friends. LOL Running Out Of Time already~!!..

-Cheers-

Thursday, June 14, 2007

I wanted to just highlight some of the lines, but the more i look at the entire lyric of this song. The more i feel that the song is entirely describing the whole incident. Every single bit of the lyric just pierce through my heart, every single word just hurt like salt over wound..
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歌曲:错了再错
歌手:张栋梁 专辑:王子




作词:陈佳明
作曲:李偲菘

退到了绝境再退
破碎到不能破碎

能挽回什么你就不肯说
我只能猜疑却都错
泪水灌溉这伤悲 绝望是你赐给的安慰
为何你说谎我却受惩罚
你不如就用刀刺下

我可以痛了再痛 你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲 只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你换着活 你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破

爱或痛彼此纠结悲和我无法分解
厌倦的疲累成了一片黑
伤痛都已无法消灭
泪水滋润着泪水
背叛是你另一种慰藉
完美的借口泪无辜留下
你不如用乱箭射吧

我可以痛了再痛 你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲 只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你换着活 你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破

即使我头也不回这悲剧猛向我追
情愿你全部摧毁别留着燎原的火堆
给你的自由将我吞没
给我的爱像一根绳索
你放手却捆住了我

我可以痛了再痛 你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲 只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你换着活 你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破

为什么连谎言你也不说..



I thought i have plently to blog..

Ended up, i had very little stuff to blog. sigh. Hmmm i had been enjoying and slacking every moment of the freedom. I am left with 1days to be exact, Saturday will be the day i going in. Tonight will be going out with my cousin and his gf. This is the first ever time that i go out with him. I hope its a good experience lol. I am glad that i changed a little better, asking my cousin out instead of him asking me out. I am happy that i can witness such changes before NS.

My parents are seriously worry-sick about me going in NS. I think me, myself ain't that worry at all. I am so determined to change my attitude and of course, making full use of this chance to build myself up. As i had mentioned to some people that cares, it might just be a shimmering chance, shinning brightly at me that its an opened door from heavens to just let mi leave my past behind and just move on. Looking back, i think i had done so much stuffs that made me regret here there everywhere. The next best thing that can happen to me is not to meet someone i can place my heart with, but to make me stronger and not to regret the things i will do.

As someone had mentioned to me, if the girl had to leave for another guy, she is not worth your love. This simple short sentence could mean alot to me. It could just represent that so what if u cares alot, worries everyday that she might just leave u. If the reason is because of the other guy, what can u do also. It sounded quite logically. If u can love with a open heart + a open mind, things will be alot easier for the 2 people in a relationship. Things will not be as messy too. Why hold on so dearly onto someone who is not worthy of your love, and comes back up to you and say, " You had already lost me somewhere back there..."

Hmmm, been some time that i had sms-ed someone for hours. To be exact, i had never sms-ed someone for hours for the past years i think. Be it its a single sided or a two way street, i enjoy the nights with you around :) Thank you.
As i know i cant be that selfish, i am a man who is left with DAYS of freedom, i cant hog on to anyone just because i wish to. Oh well, its up to fate again.

-Cheers-

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Change over mood

I changed my desktop theme, window media player's skin. I added some fun element into my blog too :P hehe. I wanted to blog about yesterday but apparently, i do not have the time to blog about it now. I am heading out at around 3.30pm. So what changes i made, the pictures i will post it up later. I will also post my entry about yesterday. I am feeling happy :) The hand writing thingy is a temp only. The heading might just change into 10 Ladies u find in this blog, Look Out For It~!

Apparently, my friend just scolded me flirting, lol its not flirt, its a privilege. I will be sleeping with guys for 2 long years. Why would i even wanna find guys to take picture with. 2Years is enough for mi to turn gay. HAHA :P

-Cheers-

*What goes around comes around. Best represent karma :) *

anyway here are the pictures :P




*As u can see the slight level of transparency between those two pics.*