Saturday, July 7, 2007
Another song i fallen in love with..
现在是凌晨三点钟
喝了点酒头有点痛
寂寞的烟点燃空虚的夜
暂时把心放空
你晾的床单忘了收
没烫的衬衫有点皱
明天开始我将如何面对
没有你的以后
那些美好的画面反复在播送
但心破碎了之后
要怎么去拼凑
baby baby
love can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻
话说得太重
所有的情节都失控
baby baby
love should be so beautiful
你给的太多
现在我才懂
只有烟和酒陪伴的
凌晨三点钟
*background*
现在是凌晨三点钟
喝了点酒头有点痛
你晾的床单忘了收
没烫的衬衫有点皱
明天开始我将如何面对
没有你的以后
*background*
那些美好的画面反复在播送
但心破碎了之后
要怎么去拼凑
baby baby
love can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻
话说得太重
所有的情节都失控
baby baby
love should be so beautiful
你给的太多
现在我才懂
只有烟和酒陪伴的
凌晨三点钟
凌乱的房间里头
还留着你的香味
怎么也戒不掉你独特的笑容
如果时钟倒着走
我不会再让你走
有些事情要绝望到底
才能看得透
I am out.. AGAIN
Booked out - 1040 -
Marched out and reached the jetty - 1110 -
Home - 1300 -
Booking in - 1930
Had a tedious and heavy week on my upper body this week. Strength training and more strength trainings. I feel the ache every where else beside my arms. Funny isn't it. Lol, either they are not growing physically or 'internally', i just felt numb at my arms. Averagely did 100 over pushups in installments daily at least. I hope after i rest well this weekend and I am good to go~!
Read some peeps' blog. Hmm, if i ought to use a single word to describe myself, i will use blue i guess. People who knows me well, yes i am blue lol. I hate reading blogs and going through friendsters. That makes me less kpo than the rest :P reading blogs might just disrupt my mood sometimes, really. I read through some and got the effect immediately. Made me realize how important memories, feel and appreciations are. These are the vital feelings that one in love should show to your the other half.
If theres love, every single little tiny gestures means everything. If theres ain't love, every loved gestures do not mean anything more anymore. The feelings when u recalled are so much different so as to be compared to the feelings u felt at the particular point of time and place.
I recalled what i had done in the past. Yes, i am appreciated but how come i still felt that its never enough? Its somehow always that little bit more sweet, that little bit more thankful, that little bit more appreciative that someone else can/able to give or receive but that particular person will never be me.
Lol, if you cant understand what i said after reading through everything, don't bother to read again. I don't know what i am saying either lol :P I felt that humans will tend to be more forgetful. If its new, u will tend to forget the old and move on.
Anyway, had some lonely nights this week in bunk. I was waiting smses with my mp3 on, it was a Tuesday. The next thing i know my mp3 went flat and my hp was never ringing. Xiao Xia Mei said that if u ever wanna make known how u felt towards her or him, u have to voice it out. How am i going to do that. lol, I may not fully understand myself but i will never be the one who's fooling around when it comes to relationships. I don't tend to have a habit of 'messing' around with anyone whom i don't have the intention of keeping up my effort. I am only capable of putting in more effort than cutting it down if I ever felt that there's chance to do so.
也许是心灵上的空虚，让我分不出是我自己的一相情愿，单方面的爱，还是你的巨决..
Lol, another boring post, just about my inner thoughts which i try to put into words with my lousy English.
-Cheers-
Marched out and reached the jetty - 1110 -
Home - 1300 -
Booking in - 1930
Had a tedious and heavy week on my upper body this week. Strength training and more strength trainings. I feel the ache every where else beside my arms. Funny isn't it. Lol, either they are not growing physically or 'internally', i just felt numb at my arms. Averagely did 100 over pushups in installments daily at least. I hope after i rest well this weekend and I am good to go~!
Read some peeps' blog. Hmm, if i ought to use a single word to describe myself, i will use blue i guess. People who knows me well, yes i am blue lol. I hate reading blogs and going through friendsters. That makes me less kpo than the rest :P reading blogs might just disrupt my mood sometimes, really. I read through some and got the effect immediately. Made me realize how important memories, feel and appreciations are. These are the vital feelings that one in love should show to your the other half.
If theres love, every single little tiny gestures means everything. If theres ain't love, every loved gestures do not mean anything more anymore. The feelings when u recalled are so much different so as to be compared to the feelings u felt at the particular point of time and place.
I recalled what i had done in the past. Yes, i am appreciated but how come i still felt that its never enough? Its somehow always that little bit more sweet, that little bit more thankful, that little bit more appreciative that someone else can/able to give or receive but that particular person will never be me.
Lol, if you cant understand what i said after reading through everything, don't bother to read again. I don't know what i am saying either lol :P I felt that humans will tend to be more forgetful. If its new, u will tend to forget the old and move on.
Anyway, had some lonely nights this week in bunk. I was waiting smses with my mp3 on, it was a Tuesday. The next thing i know my mp3 went flat and my hp was never ringing. Xiao Xia Mei said that if u ever wanna make known how u felt towards her or him, u have to voice it out. How am i going to do that. lol, I may not fully understand myself but i will never be the one who's fooling around when it comes to relationships. I don't tend to have a habit of 'messing' around with anyone whom i don't have the intention of keeping up my effort. I am only capable of putting in more effort than cutting it down if I ever felt that there's chance to do so.
也许是心灵上的空虚，让我分不出是我自己的一相情愿，单方面的爱，还是你的巨决..
Lol, another boring post, just about my inner thoughts which i try to put into words with my lousy English.
-Cheers-
Sunday, July 1, 2007
Its time for BOOK IN~!
Over the past 2 days, been talking to people. People who already went in, people who almost stepping in and those who will never go in. I think i am much better off than some of them who went in already, less restriction and rules to follow :)
Saying that i do not miss home, thats a lie :P i do miss my family and my bed :( but nonetheless i am looking forward to each day in camp to become stronger!! ROAR!! sad to say, i do have Monday bluessss :( can feel the blues is creeping up already, shucks. Hope the mp3 i bringing in will at least ease the uneasiness inside me.
Going to have my dinner soon, hehe fast food for the last meal before i go in again but this time is eating with my family and not friends. I am leaving my house like in 1.5hours time. Time passes super fast, even faster than in camp when u are training and stuff. I hope the next time i open my eyes its Book Out day again!! :P
I seriously don't know what else to update le la, lol trying to squeeze things out to write but going in army makes my IQ go beyond negative. All i can think of is emo emo thingys lol.
I gonna start missing u from zero again..
-Cheers-
Saying that i do not miss home, thats a lie :P i do miss my family and my bed :( but nonetheless i am looking forward to each day in camp to become stronger!! ROAR!! sad to say, i do have Monday bluessss :( can feel the blues is creeping up already, shucks. Hope the mp3 i bringing in will at least ease the uneasiness inside me.
Going to have my dinner soon, hehe fast food for the last meal before i go in again but this time is eating with my family and not friends. I am leaving my house like in 1.5hours time. Time passes super fast, even faster than in camp when u are training and stuff. I hope the next time i open my eyes its Book Out day again!! :P
I seriously don't know what else to update le la, lol trying to squeeze things out to write but going in army makes my IQ go beyond negative. All i can think of is emo emo thingys lol.
I gonna start missing u from zero again..
-Cheers-
1st Book Out Baby~
*Breathing in Deep and Hard*
AHHHhhHHH~ the air in singapore is so damn fresh!! Wheeee :) anyway i am not suppose to blog or write too much about my ns experince. Due to some law and shit crap restrictions, i better not play with fire. I will use 3 words to describe everything. New, Challenging, Disgusting. My bunk mate could actually use the same bloody pair of socks for 1 week. lol, use some of ur imagination to think :)
Time ticking so fast its Sunday again. I am going in hours time. Thanks to all those who welcomed me back :) It felt really good to be back again. Fresh new hair cut that my precious Mimi doesn't even recognize me. She's so cute la. lol, she's almost shaved like me! Due to her fur too long already, then she keep hiding in the toilet when she's afraid. Silly girl.
I was sick right before the book out :( damn sad. My dad wanted to buy chilli crabs to welcome me back but i had food poisoning which i withstand everything for days. It started on Wednesday. Seen the family doc on Saturday caused i don't wanna bear the pain and everything when im back in there. I wanna focus on my training and have my share of fun :) I have to wait another 5 and a half day to my chilli crab again :( SAD!! other people having fun, eating seafood like free one, going out with girlfriends. Luckily i am not too sick that i cant go out, if not i will cry.
Another sad thing to mention, the day i came out, everyone seems to have new consoles!! OMG, wheres my dream PSP?!! Everyone told me that they had bought DS Light, PSP blah blah blah, SO ENVY :( I can only wait for my working pay to come in within these 2 weeks. Hope i can get the pay within this week so i can get my PSP this weekend!! HELL YEAH!! :)
Anyway i got something to share with u all. Look at this pretty cute pic.
This my one and only PPGLS =X ( Piggy, Panda, Girl Leeshyuan )
hehe, doesnt she look so motherly in this pic :X Baby Germaine in her arms, her precious baby niece. Every time she will go to her Er Jie house to visit Germaine and eat free food that is suppose catered for her Er Jie. Having eaten 'free' food, she still complain that its bad everything blah blah blah :X I find this picture of her look so hmm nice, 贤妻良母
like that :X find it look so peaceful and well-balanced.
( sorry for my limited descriptive vocabulary, this is how good i can describe pretty and sweet )
*If u disagree then too bad, hack in my blog and erase ba :P wakakakak*
-Cheers-
AHHHhhHHH~ the air in singapore is so damn fresh!! Wheeee :) anyway i am not suppose to blog or write too much about my ns experince. Due to some law and shit crap restrictions, i better not play with fire. I will use 3 words to describe everything. New, Challenging, Disgusting. My bunk mate could actually use the same bloody pair of socks for 1 week. lol, use some of ur imagination to think :)
Time ticking so fast its Sunday again. I am going in hours time. Thanks to all those who welcomed me back :) It felt really good to be back again. Fresh new hair cut that my precious Mimi doesn't even recognize me. She's so cute la. lol, she's almost shaved like me! Due to her fur too long already, then she keep hiding in the toilet when she's afraid. Silly girl.
I was sick right before the book out :( damn sad. My dad wanted to buy chilli crabs to welcome me back but i had food poisoning which i withstand everything for days. It started on Wednesday. Seen the family doc on Saturday caused i don't wanna bear the pain and everything when im back in there. I wanna focus on my training and have my share of fun :) I have to wait another 5 and a half day to my chilli crab again :( SAD!! other people having fun, eating seafood like free one, going out with girlfriends. Luckily i am not too sick that i cant go out, if not i will cry.
Another sad thing to mention, the day i came out, everyone seems to have new consoles!! OMG, wheres my dream PSP?!! Everyone told me that they had bought DS Light, PSP blah blah blah, SO ENVY :( I can only wait for my working pay to come in within these 2 weeks. Hope i can get the pay within this week so i can get my PSP this weekend!! HELL YEAH!! :)
Anyway i got something to share with u all. Look at this pretty cute pic.
This my one and only PPGLS =X ( Piggy, Panda, Girl Leeshyuan )
hehe, doesnt she look so motherly in this pic :X Baby Germaine in her arms, her precious baby niece. Every time she will go to her Er Jie house to visit Germaine and eat free food that is suppose catered for her Er Jie. Having eaten 'free' food, she still complain that its bad everything blah blah blah :X I find this picture of her look so hmm nice, 贤妻良母
like that :X find it look so peaceful and well-balanced.
( sorry for my limited descriptive vocabulary, this is how good i can describe pretty and sweet )
*If u disagree then too bad, hack in my blog and erase ba :P wakakakak*
-Cheers-
Saturday, June 16, 2007
THIS IS IT!! THIS IS IT!!
Let me finish last night event with my uber typing lightning speed~
So yesterday, my last day out was spent with a guy and a lady. lol wanted to spend it with 3 guys and 2 ladies but no chance :*( SORRY JESS~ end up still cant spend ur actual birthday with you.
The day started off with 4pm, at safra playing billards, my last game of billard with Shi Xiang, lol we played 6games!! which average 1 game cost $1.20? uber cheap but the quality of the table sucked lk anything.holes on the table itself, wth? lol but nvm :) we wanted to play pool after 3games but the kids there are omg! hogging onto the table lk free de lol. We were actually playing billards with us hitting the balls up n down, left to right, right to left, everywhere besides into the pockets! LOL we too long nv touch le :P anyway the game ended just nice, i met LeeShyuan, my the other over grown extra large size Panda :P hehex
I asked her out to eat, FASTFOOD! lol last meal before i go in. She said so random ar :P lol.bobian, tekong no fastfood leh miss :P lol upon meeting her, she told mi she wanna shop for something for Father's Day prezie for some God Father that she's not close with.i asked then whats the point of buying because she really no idea to buy and reluctant to buy :X lousy rite this kind of god daughter :P hehex jkjk~ i gave lots of idea, actually lame n lousy ideas la :X all got rejected!! sigh, hehex :P so ended up we decided to walk TM followed by CS then have our candlelit dinner :X so we went to TM lvl2 and decided to have our dinner because she cant decided what to buy.
So we went down to lvl1 and walked outwards to BK~! My GOOD BROTHER! BERNERD ANG!! he look at my Panda and did not SEE me!! im like OH MY GOD :X hahax nvm, i make sure he sees me the 2nd time, so the two gaint Pandas walk to BK to take a look, no seats, or rather i dont want to share :P so we decided to go for a walk first. We went upwards to CS. We went all the way up just to go all the way back down :P then again we pop by BK to take a 2nd look, still no seats! :P then we walked back to TM to walk. We went all the way up just to go all the way back down again. lol we too free already la :P At that point of time, she decided to buy food voucher instead. We went to basement to check Fish & Co out. She refused to go in caused she says its crowded, they no time to serve her. Then we finally decided to go eat at BK and not look into it. I thought the people that might think we are some kind of poor, only can look no eat :X so i insisted that no matter, we go in sit down n just eat :p
This time, we walked past BER again! He still looking at Leeshyuan and nv see me. After 5mins, he finally look at my direction and A me. This kind of brother ar u!! :X lol after a short chat, we went to BK and eat. I am afraid this Panda gets hungry easily, so i ordered alot for her. End up she tell mi she very full, cant finish le. So what happens next? I finished everything lo!! doesnt pay to be nice :P hehex. We done with our date dinner and nothing on hand to do. She decided to visit her baby niece, Germaine! She been looking at Germaine for like days in a row la, cant get enough of her. So we took a bus and went there. It kinda near my sec sch, Dunman Sec~ Lol the walk was so short la, too short for me :( lol.anyway we took a pic. *You dont mind me showing everyone the two Pandas right :X *
*edited* ALMOST FORGOT TO MENTION!, this evil ah yee lee shyuan, enjoy poking her baby Germaine!! almost!! she say she keeps poking her till she reacts then go back to sleep, OMG!! EVIL !! LOOK OUT FOR THIS EVIL AH YEE LEE SHYUAN!!
LOL can stop blogging already, i just wanna post this picture up :P
I wanna thanks so much people, i wanna tell u all how much i will miss u all. But i got no time already. So i will blog after im back..
Last song : 许玮伦 & 曹格 - Freedom
A Super Emo SONG!!!!!!!
ps * no matter how much u trying to show u care, no matter how many sms and calls, its useless, i will not ever forget what i went through*
-Cheers-
TO LS: take care, You'll be missed, thats the line from u.
I will miss you, thats the line from me.
To all the boys and girls: take care babies. i love u guys
So yesterday, my last day out was spent with a guy and a lady. lol wanted to spend it with 3 guys and 2 ladies but no chance :*( SORRY JESS~ end up still cant spend ur actual birthday with you.
The day started off with 4pm, at safra playing billards, my last game of billard with Shi Xiang, lol we played 6games!! which average 1 game cost $1.20? uber cheap but the quality of the table sucked lk anything.holes on the table itself, wth? lol but nvm :) we wanted to play pool after 3games but the kids there are omg! hogging onto the table lk free de lol. We were actually playing billards with us hitting the balls up n down, left to right, right to left, everywhere besides into the pockets! LOL we too long nv touch le :P anyway the game ended just nice, i met LeeShyuan, my the other over grown extra large size Panda :P hehex
I asked her out to eat, FASTFOOD! lol last meal before i go in. She said so random ar :P lol.bobian, tekong no fastfood leh miss :P lol upon meeting her, she told mi she wanna shop for something for Father's Day prezie for some God Father that she's not close with.i asked then whats the point of buying because she really no idea to buy and reluctant to buy :X lousy rite this kind of god daughter :P hehex jkjk~ i gave lots of idea, actually lame n lousy ideas la :X all got rejected!! sigh, hehex :P so ended up we decided to walk TM followed by CS then have our candlelit dinner :X so we went to TM lvl2 and decided to have our dinner because she cant decided what to buy.
So we went down to lvl1 and walked outwards to BK~! My GOOD BROTHER! BERNERD ANG!! he look at my Panda and did not SEE me!! im like OH MY GOD :X hahax nvm, i make sure he sees me the 2nd time, so the two gaint Pandas walk to BK to take a look, no seats, or rather i dont want to share :P so we decided to go for a walk first. We went upwards to CS. We went all the way up just to go all the way back down :P then again we pop by BK to take a 2nd look, still no seats! :P then we walked back to TM to walk. We went all the way up just to go all the way back down again. lol we too free already la :P At that point of time, she decided to buy food voucher instead. We went to basement to check Fish & Co out. She refused to go in caused she says its crowded, they no time to serve her. Then we finally decided to go eat at BK and not look into it. I thought the people that might think we are some kind of poor, only can look no eat :X so i insisted that no matter, we go in sit down n just eat :p
This time, we walked past BER again! He still looking at Leeshyuan and nv see me. After 5mins, he finally look at my direction and A me. This kind of brother ar u!! :X lol after a short chat, we went to BK and eat. I am afraid this Panda gets hungry easily, so i ordered alot for her. End up she tell mi she very full, cant finish le. So what happens next? I finished everything lo!! doesnt pay to be nice :P hehex. We done with our date dinner and nothing on hand to do. She decided to visit her baby niece, Germaine! She been looking at Germaine for like days in a row la, cant get enough of her. So we took a bus and went there. It kinda near my sec sch, Dunman Sec~ Lol the walk was so short la, too short for me :( lol.anyway we took a pic. *You dont mind me showing everyone the two Pandas right :X *
*edited* ALMOST FORGOT TO MENTION!, this evil ah yee lee shyuan, enjoy poking her baby Germaine!! almost!! she say she keeps poking her till she reacts then go back to sleep, OMG!! EVIL !! LOOK OUT FOR THIS EVIL AH YEE LEE SHYUAN!!
LOL can stop blogging already, i just wanna post this picture up :P
I wanna thanks so much people, i wanna tell u all how much i will miss u all. But i got no time already. So i will blog after im back..
Last song : 许玮伦 & 曹格 - Freedom
A Super Emo SONG!!!!!!!
ps * no matter how much u trying to show u care, no matter how many sms and calls, its useless, i will not ever forget what i went through*
-Cheers-
TO LS: take care, You'll be missed, thats the line from u.
I will miss you, thats the line from me.
To all the boys and girls: take care babies. i love u guys
Friday, June 15, 2007
OUT OUT OUT
Powder : Checked
Eye shadow : Checked
Eye liner : Checked
Lipstick : Checked
OFF I GOOOOOOOOOO!!!
MORE.. MOREEEE!!!!!
Oppss !!She found out im taking pictures of her already!! :P muhaha, She's MIMI!! my precious :)
My prata with F&N Ice Cream SODA!! :)
Muhahaha!! More hair pic of mi!! these are pic after i just bathe n messed up my hair :P
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