THIS IS IT!! THIS IS IT!!

Let me finish last night event with my uber typing lightning speed~

So yesterday, my last day out was spent with a guy and a lady. lol wanted to spend it with 3 guys and 2 ladies but no chance :*( SORRY JESS~ end up still cant spend ur actual birthday with you.

The day started off with 4pm, at safra playing billards, my last game of billard with Shi Xiang, lol we played 6games!! which average 1 game cost $1.20? uber cheap but the quality of the table sucked lk anything.holes on the table itself, wth? lol but nvm :) we wanted to play pool after 3games but the kids there are omg! hogging onto the table lk free de lol. We were actually playing billards with us hitting the balls up n down, left to right, right to left, everywhere besides into the pockets! LOL we too long nv touch le :P anyway the game ended just nice, i met LeeShyuan, my the other over grown extra large size Panda :P hehex

I asked her out to eat, FASTFOOD! lol last meal before i go in. She said so random ar :P lol.bobian, tekong no fastfood leh miss :P lol upon meeting her, she told mi she wanna shop for something for Father's Day prezie for some God Father that she's not close with.i asked then whats the point of buying because she really no idea to buy and reluctant to buy :X lousy rite this kind of god daughter :P hehex jkjk~ i gave lots of idea, actually lame n lousy ideas la :X all got rejected!! sigh, hehex :P so ended up we decided to walk TM followed by CS then have our candlelit dinner :X so we went to TM lvl2 and decided to have our dinner because she cant decided what to buy.

So we went down to lvl1 and walked outwards to BK~! My GOOD BROTHER! BERNERD ANG!! he look at my Panda and did not SEE me!! im like OH MY GOD :X hahax nvm, i make sure he sees me the 2nd time, so the two gaint Pandas walk to BK to take a look, no seats, or rather i dont want to share :P so we decided to go for a walk first. We went upwards to CS. We went all the way up just to go all the way back down :P then again we pop by BK to take a 2nd look, still no seats! :P then we walked back to TM to walk. We went all the way up just to go all the way back down again. lol we too free already la :P At that point of time, she decided to buy food voucher instead. We went to basement to check Fish & Co out. She refused to go in caused she says its crowded, they no time to serve her. Then we finally decided to go eat at BK and not look into it. I thought the people that might think we are some kind of poor, only can look no eat :X so i insisted that no matter, we go in sit down n just eat :p

This time, we walked past BER again! He still looking at Leeshyuan and nv see me. After 5mins, he finally look at my direction and A me. This kind of brother ar u!! :X lol after a short chat, we went to BK and eat. I am afraid this Panda gets hungry easily, so i ordered alot for her. End up she tell mi she very full, cant finish le. So what happens next? I finished everything lo!! doesnt pay to be nice :P hehex. We done with our date dinner and nothing on hand to do. She decided to visit her baby niece, Germaine! She been looking at Germaine for like days in a row la, cant get enough of her. So we took a bus and went there. It kinda near my sec sch, Dunman Sec~ Lol the walk was so short la, too short for me :( lol.anyway we took a pic. *You dont mind me showing everyone the two Pandas right :X *
*edited* ALMOST FORGOT TO MENTION!, this evil ah yee lee shyuan, enjoy poking her baby Germaine!! almost!! she say she keeps poking her till she reacts then go back to sleep, OMG!! EVIL !! LOOK OUT FOR THIS EVIL AH YEE LEE SHYUAN!!





LOL can stop blogging already, i just wanna post this picture up :P

I wanna thanks so much people, i wanna tell u all how much i will miss u all. But i got no time already. So i will blog after im back..

Last song : 许玮伦 & 曹格 - Freedom
A Super Emo SONG!!!!!!!

ps * no matter how much u trying to show u care, no matter how many sms and calls, its useless, i will not ever forget what i went through*

-Cheers-

TO LS: take care, You'll be missed, thats the line from u.
I will miss you, thats the line from me.

To all the boys and girls: take care babies. i love u guys

OUT OUT OUT

Powder : Checked


Eye shadow : Checked

Eye liner : Checked

Lipstick : Checked

OFF I GOOOOOOOOOO!!!

MORE.. MOREEEE!!!!!

Oppss !!She found out im taking pictures of her already!! :P muhaha, She's MIMI!! my precious :)





















My prata with F&N Ice Cream SODA!! :)












Muhahaha!! More hair pic of mi!! these are pic after i just bathe n messed up my hair :P

I love my hair day

Woke up at 11am!!!!

Hmmm if i had missed out anyone, which i hope i had not, sorry about that k :) its 2.48 am already, if i am going out i think i better sleep now already. Anyway if u saw ur name in the post below, do leave a comment :) i dont think i wanna add a tagboard in my blog, i think its totally meaningless la. about the link list i will add that once im back from camp alrightly :) and also if u see any one u know in the list below, do ask them to visit the blog :P do mi a favour oso hehex :)

Taking some time off to thank some people..

Thank You, Hui lin.

You were always there for me. I wanted to blog some post for u but I am just too lazy to pen all of them down. Just briefly put some here, hope u don't blame me :P Still remembered when im the most Emo during the past weeks, u scolding me for walking in the rain, saying that i think its drama ar lol :X I fell sick, had fever for nothing due to that rain. The times u scolded, they always come true, not blaming you but thankful that you still cares :)

Thank You, Yi lin.

I think i am proud to have u as a friend i guess, A Cosplayer. I admire your courage to Cosplay someone. When i get better, I will join u to Cosplay. I promise! :) 14/06/07, you played Love 2000 on piano, a song from some Jap drama * cant remember the name * I think you're the first to do that ba. Lol, really appreciate that, it was really nice but if u see this line yourself, that will be better ba :)

Thank You, Jocelyn.

Hmm, not very sure what ur this er zi had done, but ya maybe if u had pass by this blog, do forgive me also for anything and everything i have or have not done ok :) Thanks to you, i have gotten stronger also. You were one of the few who stood by me all these while too :) May u this Queen Wong, live happily ever after with ur King Wong :)

Thank You, Eileen.

No joke! This girl here really cheers me up just by hearing her voice, like a sunshine in da morning! :) Envy ur boyfriend to have such a nice girlfriend, but control your temper please :X PMS is something u can try to control, its not by nature :P Work hard ar u, 3 years of work experience man~! Jiayou~!! come out i treat u eat, or u treat me eat also can :)

Thank You, Lydia.

You go girl~! Going round and round the world right!! So cool lo, after a trip to Hong Kong, now u already at Malaysia. Don't even have the chance to catch you before i go in camp :( sad. lol in any case, thank you so much for making me this brave, this strong to carry on. Stay strong, at least not weaker than mi alright!! Hope to hear good news from you and study hard ya!! Glad that you are not in halls anymore, stay out of guy troubles :P

Thank You, Jesslyn.

Its your birthday right before i go in camp, I hope i can spend some time with you on the birthday :) Lol, this girl here, has a appetite of some huge monster :P always eat and eat nonstop, best part is u will never grow outwards :) told you already, ur stomach got a huge huge worm inside already still don't wanna go see doctor. Bad girl. Anyway best wishes for your birthday :)

Thank You, LeeShyuan.

Hmm, I not very sure what i want to thank you what also. Been sometime that we last met ya, 3 years~ Glad that you had not forget all about me :P hehex, i think that night i also don't why i share my past with you. I think i just wanna thank you for accompany me sms through the night i guess. Even though i kept saying i wanna pei you to sms since you cant sleep, but i realize i am the one who needs the company and not you :P Its easy, u can reply until like theres nth to reply, but i still can cook up 2 msg long sms to reply u. LOL!! *blush* ONLY FOR U OK!! i don't do that for anyone de lo. Maybe just miss me alittle bit i very happy already :P

Thank You, Yudan.

THANKS BRO!! This guy here, my brother lai de :X lol!! taught me lots of stuff, help me through when i am so EMO!! Hope u can come into the same company as me, then HO SEH LIAOX!! u cc me i cc u :X * cc = cover caqeng* Really thanks alot to you, if not i don't know how i make through till today. Anyway u know your limits ar~ dont anyhow anyhow and spoils karma ok~!! Easy come easy go~ Good luck to ur babe hunting!! :)

Running out of time!

I am back from the mini outing with my cousin, Jason and his gf, Jocelin. I think they wouldnt mind me mention their names in my blog :P So the day started 5.45pm at Bugis Mrt control station. I met my cousin there first as his gf had to work till 7pm at Media Crop. We went to the pool place opposite Bugis which i know its worth the money playing pool there. Its around 8+ per hour i think but we paid $13 after an hour i guess. Kinda expensive but its once awhile i play there, so its ok :)

After playing pool, both of us went to Starbuck to slack while waiting for his gf. We just rot and talk crap till his gf arrived at around 8+pm. We wanted to eat Sakae because Jocelin preferred Jap food over the others according to Jason :P but after walking around on the 2nd level of Edge, we decided to eat Fish & Co instead. We ordered Seafood Platter for Two for the 2 of us and smoked salmon for Jocelin. Finally got the chance to eat Seafood Platter from Fish & Co! It was a super large serving for the two of us tho. The cost of this dinner was $72~ The GST and service charges are horrible. Really~

We proceed to the movie gallery after dinner as we had bought the tickets early on. We watched Fantastic Four : Rise of the Silver Surfer. Whee~ The movie is quite balanced with both drama and actions :) Worth $9.50 if you are watching on weekends too~! :) Nevertheless, its still a movie from Marvel Comic so its the Happily Ever After ending for this movie. After movie, we decided to go nearby to have some desert but ended up, we ordered too much Thick Toasts at TSC already. *I forgot whats the full name :P * Jocelin ordered mango pudding, ordered Peanut Butter with Condensed Milk Thick Toast for Jason and I ordered Honey with Sugar or Butter Thick Toast. We wanted to vomit upon the sight of the Toasts. They were huuuugeee~ The Honey Thick Toast is sweet till the max + the Peanut Butter Toast is thick till the max! Oh My God~ We flagged a cabby and went home from there in Comfort :P

So now im home~! I am left with Friday. Woots. Don't know where should i go. I don't even know should i stay home n sleep not. Or should i just flood my day lol. Go meet Jesslyn for her birthday at 4, followed by go meet Yilin during evening at orchard to get her stuffs then wrap the day up with supper with my friends. LOL Running Out Of Time already~!!..

-Cheers-

I wanted to just highlight some of the lines, but the more i look at the entire lyric of this song. The more i feel that the song is entirely describing the whole incident. Every single bit of the lyric just pierce through my heart, every single word just hurt like salt over wound..
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歌曲：错了再错

歌手：张栋梁 专辑：王子

作词:陈佳明
作曲:李偲菘

退到了绝境再退
破碎到不能破碎
能挽回什么你就不肯说
我只能猜疑却都错
泪水灌溉这伤悲 绝望是你赐给的安慰
为何你说谎我却受惩罚
你不如就用刀刺下

我可以痛了再痛 你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲 只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你换着活 你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破

爱或痛彼此纠结悲和我无法分解
厌倦的疲累成了一片黑
伤痛都已无法消灭
泪水滋润着泪水 背叛是你另一种慰藉
完美的借口泪无辜留下
你不如用乱箭射吧

我可以痛了再痛 你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲 只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你换着活 你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破

即使我头也不回这悲剧猛向我追
情愿你全部摧毁别留着燎原的火堆
给你的自由将我吞没
给我的爱像一根绳索
你放手却捆住了我

我可以痛了再痛 你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲 只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你换着活 你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破

为什么连谎言你也不说..

I thought i have plently to blog..

Ended up, i had very little stuff to blog. sigh. Hmmm i had been enjoying and slacking every moment of the freedom. I am left with 1days to be exact, Saturday will be the day i going in. Tonight will be going out with my cousin and his gf. This is the first ever time that i go out with him. I hope its a good experience lol. I am glad that i changed a little better, asking my cousin out instead of him asking me out. I am happy that i can witness such changes before NS.

My parents are seriously worry-sick about me going in NS. I think me, myself ain't that worry at all. I am so determined to change my attitude and of course, making full use of this chance to build myself up. As i had mentioned to some people that cares, it might just be a shimmering chance, shinning brightly at me that its an opened door from heavens to just let mi leave my past behind and just move on. Looking back, i think i had done so much stuffs that made me regret here there everywhere. The next best thing that can happen to me is not to meet someone i can place my heart with, but to make me stronger and not to regret the things i will do.

As someone had mentioned to me, if the girl had to leave for another guy, she is not worth your love. This simple short sentence could mean alot to me. It could just represent that so what if u cares alot, worries everyday that she might just leave u. If the reason is because of the other guy, what can u do also. It sounded quite logically. If u can love with a open heart + a open mind, things will be alot easier for the 2 people in a relationship. Things will not be as messy too. Why hold on so dearly onto someone who is not worthy of your love, and comes back up to you and say, " You had already lost me somewhere back there..."

Hmmm, been some time that i had sms-ed someone for hours. To be exact, i had never sms-ed someone for hours for the past years i think. Be it its a single sided or a two way street, i enjoy the nights with you around :) Thank you.
As i know i cant be that selfish, i am a man who is left with DAYS of freedom, i cant hog on to anyone just because i wish to. Oh well, its up to fate again.

-Cheers-

Change over mood

I changed my desktop theme, window media player's skin. I added some fun element into my blog too :P hehe. I wanted to blog about yesterday but apparently, i do not have the time to blog about it now. I am heading out at around 3.30pm. So what changes i made, the pictures i will post it up later. I will also post my entry about yesterday. I am feeling happy :) The hand writing thingy is a temp only. The heading might just change into 10 Ladies u find in this blog, Look Out For It~!

Apparently, my friend just scolded me flirting, lol its not flirt, its a privilege. I will be sleeping with guys for 2 long years. Why would i even wanna find guys to take picture with. 2Years is enough for mi to turn gay. HAHA :P

-Cheers-

*What goes around comes around. Best represent karma :) *

anyway here are the pictures :P




*As u can see the slight level of transparency between those two pics.*

Fever day number 3~

Its the 3rd day i am having the darn fever, i guess it wasn't merely a simple fever. Its the combination of flu and throat irritation. Despite being so sick, i still have to crawl out of bed to go to work. It wasn't that bad as it was the 'easier' day out of the rest. I might be able to go home maybe even before 12noon. My fever had been playing a fool, jumping around between 37.2 till 38.6. I think i am so addicted to have a thermometer in my mouth, hehe. Been taking my own temperature now and then. Kinda fun tho, lol. So i had a nice shower out, i was feeling good before stepping out of my house. Once i am out of my house, i am perspiring like mad. I am perspiring that much due to my fever. When i hit the mrt station, i was like so uncomfortable already. That feeling totally suck! Who says that formal is " So cool man ". After weeks of formal wear, i am so sick and disgusted by it already. It a darn lie!! Its never cool!!

Anyway, Shin, William and I took the oncoming train towards Aljunied mrt station. My current work place is at Geylang Polyclinic, 2/2 days. I am kinda expecting the work load wont last till 1pm latest. In any case, we reached Aljunied in 1 piece despite the 'act blur + act blind' people squeezing in the entrance where we were at. Seriously, only idiots couldn't not tell that theres no more rooms. They still pour in like nobody's business. There was a fucker, really is. Imagine i am a girl, with maybe a 'B cup', his bloody back was rubbing against me can. If i am a girl, maybe i would just slap him immediately. What a jerk man. ANYWAY, that was a assumption, his bloody back DID go against me, that was like so gay can -.-!! damn that fucker, really. We reached earlier than expected, thinking that we had sufficient time to complete the work for today, so we slack at the nearby macs to have our usual breakfast. It was meant to be a small breakfast, i did have a light one, but both of them did not. Ended up eating like mad. They are just monsters with huge appetite.

After that so called light breakfast, we got started at the Polyclinic and the crowd in Polyclinic was unbelievable. Maybe its just any other typical Monday that people just love to 'geng' MC for not going to work.

*For ur info, Geylang Polyclinic has four levels.
-Top level is for seniors tenants.
-Third is for babies, mental health and myopia centre (mainly for kids)
-Second is for normal consultations
-First will be u register and see the docs, pharmacy, lab and xray room are located here too*

We moved to carry on our work at 3rd level. It was fairly less busy at non consultation rooms. So we really took our time, hehe. As i already announced that i am quite sick, so their pace was slowed down by me :P. We slowly dragged our feet to each rooms and recorded down the assets. There was a room without any docs. I seen the weighting machine in most rooms on 3rd level. The last time i took my weight with formal suit + shoe, on this digital weighting machine was last Thursday. It was around 69kg. So i decided to weight myself again, i almost fainted. I merely sick for 2day 2nights and my weight is 67kg with my full suit?! I was like "Oh my god", I exclaimed to shin which was dragged around by me, "I dropped 2kgs over the wkend!" I am not happy at all can, if this goes on I will die before going in NS, I admit that I didn't ate that much the past few weeks, maybe maximum of 2 meals per day, on the average it's 1 meal per day. To my relieve, Shin weighted himself too, he lost 2 kg too. i was like " lol, phew" *crazy tots for sick person, lol*

Anyway i shall cut the crap and move on to the highlight of my day. After petrolling round 3rd level, we went into the Myopia Centre for small kids.

*For ur info, Myopia is another term of short sightedness. Your child can be inherited from you if u have it or long term of using computers and doing stuff by straining your eyes for long period of time.*

So the 3 of us started from the counter, just nice, there's this small little boy. I guess his age is maybe a maximum of 7 years old, or even younger than that. We stayed at the counter and noted down the assets there. The nurse there bring that small boy to the counter, she needed to drop some eye drop into his eyes.
* Nurse : " Come boy, i put some eye drop for u"
* Boy : " Don't want!! i scare pain..! "
Nurse drop 1 or 2 drops on his hands..
* Nurse : " See, not pain right, come i help u put some eye drop"
* Boy : " nod his head "
Nurse approached boy to put eye drop..
* Boy : " I don't want i don't want, its painful"
After some persuasion..
* Boy : " I don't want my eyes to drop"
LOL, that boy is just cute la, lol eye drop = eyes really drop
After a lot of persuasion..
* Boy : " I don't want, later my eyes bleed"
LOL, In conclusion, he watched too much television already..

After that exciting drama, we were practically laughing our way our of the Myopia Centre after our work is done. Then again, we resumed back to the boring job again. This time round, i stayed around to do a round up figure of everything thing, counting the papers. My nose really wanna drop already, i used like 3 packets of tissue can. I kept running to the toilet to clear my nose because i ran out of tissue!! The work of the day is ended when we walked out of the Polyclinic. According to the other 2 monsters, we were going to have lunch nearby. William said that his ah ma stayed nearby, so he's familiar around this area. We followed his lead but in the end we were walking in circles until we decided to just sit down 1 coffee shop and just eat. Realized that the girls at that area dressed almost similar to each other. The ear rings, the face, the outfit and most of all the hairstyle. I think people staying in the east would not be able to see them.

After my proper meal of the day, we decided to grab some bubble tea. William and Shin was attracted by the $1 per cup signboard. * cheap, wahaha* So we ordered 1 cup of Oreo mint for Shin, Oreo Chocolate for William and Honey Milk Tea for me. The aunty asked, " white hor the honey milk tea" I didn't really caught what she was referring to, anyway i just nod my head lol. To my surprise, this is the first ever time i seen Honey Milk Tea, WHITE in color. I had the picture of it but don't think can tell its white. Seriously, its Milky WHITE in color!! I slightly regret to order such a thing, but after i took the 1st sip of it. HEAVENLY~! Without even have to ask the aunty to put in more honey, i took the 1st sip and my mouth was filled with the goodness of honey and delicious milk in my mouth. Totally worth it for just $1. Even though i am quite bloated at that point of time, I could even finished the whole cup. It was totally cooling and sooting. Totally~ A pity that the shop is located quite deep inside, a secluded area of Aljunied. Once again we walked under the hot sun back to Aljunied Mrt station. It wasn't a boring walk. It's alway so interesting to hear the stories about their past * even though most of it are disgusting. In fact, 90% of the stories!! But i had a great time, laughing our Asses off lol. This is the 2nd time i ever laugh my Ass off with everyone lol, the 1st time i haven not blog yet, its on Saturday. It totally felt so great but it didnt cure my illness :( but it helped a lot :) its near dinner time, i took almost 1hr to post this entry lol. Didn't felt like having my dinner...

- Cheers -